Saturday, December 27, 2008

I used to have one of these things when I was like, eleven. As I read back on it, I realize that I was stupid and childish and really had nothing to write about. But at the time, that didn't matter, because I was a child. Sometimes, I'm glad I'm past that and I finally have a [somewhat] reasonable outlook on life. But other times, I look back, and I wonder where that time went. 

I look back and I can't remember the last time I was care-free like I was then. The last time I had that innocence. And it's kinda scary because every second I grow closer to death and for the last two years I've wasted away in front of this computer, rotting. I need a change but how to get it, I've never been sure. Maybe I'm just lazy. I don't need sympathy. Take the good with the bad.
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my name is lauren. just a kid. not unique, just unusual. bandom fangirl. hypochondriac. afraid of moths. southern you'd like to fuck (;. fall out boy. can piss in under 20 seconds. d.o.b.; january 2nd. html whiz. caffeine addict. single, uninterested. livejournaler, facebooker, myspacer, tumblr'r, blogger, neopeter. plays piano and clarinet like a motherbitch. noel fielding, simon amstell, russell brand<3. animal rights activist. borderline vegetarian. (un)cool kid.
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